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Disharmonic disillusion

by Requiem for a thought

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She was unconscious, on the floor. The room was covered with strange paintings, same kind of color everywhere. I tried to wake her, she emerged slowly ... - Hi.  Hi… - Do you know who I am ?  I guess I have already seen you before - Long time no see.  … - Do you remember your name ?  … - Any family ?  I had before… - Parents ?  Gone... long time ago… - Brothers and sisters ?  none… - Friends ?  …not sure of what it is…
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Disturbed 07:17
My color palette is steamed My broken easel is dimmed The color vortex has faded All is turning black and grey All is Grey I never ask to be alone All is dark I never ask them to be gone No more Purple I never ask to turn the wheel No more Red I never doubt this to be real, I never... I am you and you are me I'm in you and you're in me We will live all your life together We will, I promise Look at you, you're empty The time has come to set free Feel no fear, just rage it's time to turn the page Let your strength take control Let me invade your soul The both of us is enough This is the real stuff I will, I promise I am you and you are me I'm in you and you're in me We will live all your life together We will, I promise I promise color, fake, honor, break, desire, hate, attire, ape wire, take, prior, escape
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Diagnosis 04:32
Come my friend, and play with me It's our secret, you and me They can't understand the bind between us You're a part of me Even if I forget, you're inside I feel it in their eyes I know there's something wrong with me I can't believe their lies I know they are ashamed of me I may be their so-called angel I am too different from them all Divergent Come my friend, and hide with me Let's play outside, out of sight We can talk about us, they cannot hear us But keep your distance, And stay safe right here inside I feel it in their eyes I know there's something wrong with me I can't believe their lies I know they are ashamed of me I may be their so-called angel I am too different from them all Divergent (A delusion is a belief held with strong conviction despite superior evidence to the contrary. As a pathology, it is distinct from a belief based on false or incomplete information, confabulation, dogma, illusion, or other effects of perception.) Mum and dad Pretending / all is right Angel Daughter Strange behavior Lost in town Maze of mind Host ? No answer Connection lost Roam in town Maze of mind Lost in time (Delusions typically occur in the context of mental illness)
4.
Wasted moments A whole life not to face the truth Time goes by and nothing changes She's not alone Next to others She's so scared to face them all Time goes by and nothing changes She's so alone Here I stand, no offence Does this make any sense ? Grey fear, anxiety Face the truth, world of madness Does this make any sense ? Come closer, enjoy the defining moment This will be nice, they said. Many friends you’ll have. Don’t fear those new faces, they'll change your life… Say hello to your new life Say goodbye to the bliss Say hello to the new you Say goodbye to the happy you Say hello to your new life Say goodbye to the bliss Say hello to the new you Say goodbye to the happy you
5.
Desolate, as usual she stands, mindless Isolated, staring into space, thoughtless Desolate, as usual she walks, mindless Provocating, the voice is mocking her, heartless - Kitten of the city  This guy is out for me - Does he just look at me ?  Do your eyes are silly ?  Or what it means to me ? - Am I becoming pretty ?  (She’ll be back, won’t she ?) - he noticed me for sure.  you really need a cure - no longer be alone  never been on your own...  ever since she is gone - his eyes could not be lying.  It's to you, you're lying This could not be a dream No ! My life finally gleams I'm not lying at all ! Don't relapse, never collapse Please leave me alone ! This is not fantasy No ! This is no reverie I'm not lying at all ! Don't relapse Please leave me alone ! Alone... Can you please stop belittle me ? Seriously, be positive for once. Something good is happening to me. But this is clearly what it's all about, nothing is happening to you... - he noticed you for sure.  I really need a cure - no longer be alone ?  never been on my own...  ever since she is gone - his eyes could not be lying.  It's to me, you're lying No ! I'm not lying at all ! Please leave me alone ! No ! I'm not lying at all ! Please leave me alone ! Alone... This could not be a dream No ! My life finally gleams I'm not lying at all ! Don't relapse, never collapse Please leave me alone ! This is not fantasy No ! This is no reverie I'm not lying at all ! Don't relapse, never collapse Please leave me alone ! Alone...
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there's a place that I do miss, kingdom of bliss there's a pain that I can't hide, it overflows with all my mind there's a need I can't support anymore there's a voice that I do miss, I'm not allowed to hear it again it was synonymic of joy, of happiness its vibrations reassured us, we could not be reached by sadness as an old and sacred power, protecting us as an invisible strength, which gave us a strong faith in life Song for K. and all those who left
8.
Angel 06:40
Angel ? Come here Angel...come here... Why did you let me all alone ? With our girl to be grown With the pain I cannot hide With the shame, I cannot lie Worst, in vain, I try to hold Anger not to be told I can't reach her demands She'll suffer from my hands Dear daddy, I can't bear it more Tears, knocks, nothing more goes My frail body won't hold any more Does god agree with that? At school, they begin to have doubts I try to numb them all But they want a meeting with you Does god agree with you ? Bruises, hematoma, black mark, injury I wish you could still be there to protect me from his fury To put to sleep the beast inside, the monster I wish you could still be there to keep the gate of infancy To put to sleep the beast inside, the monster How dare you think such things of me ? I sacrificed my life for you How could you do this to me ? I can't bear it more...my Angel Come here Angel... I wish you could still be there to protect her from my fury to put to sleep the beast inside I wish you could still be there to protect her from my fury to put to sleep the beast inside...my monster

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Music and Lyrics François Nicoleau

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released October 20, 2016

Vocals, Guitars, Bass, Madoline, Keyboards and Drums programming by François Nicoleau.

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